feeling low-spirited lately

things aren't the way i thought it is.
& Yes, indeed i'm thinking TOO MUCH! -.-
HATEIT.
Shall not elaborate on it, doesn't help anyway.

logged on to facebook earlier & saw the comments Nah Nah left on the note Reminisce.
i teared unknowingly. Past memories keep flashing back.
It's been 2 months & i'm still trying to cope.
It seems like starting all over again, not an easy path.
INDEPENDENT route! AND, i'm determine to do it

on a lighter note :)
attended Ben & Mei's wedding at Four Season Hotel.
they served great food.
i'm so so so happy for Ben.
**i wish the couples everlasting happiness!**
Din took much pictures, my cammie died on mi before i could start.

breakfast cum lunch at ah yah again, this time round wif wifey & johnny.
(our favourite dim sum hehs!)

shop while at bugis & parted, we went over to Hark for bei's performance while they cont' their shoppin
after the performance, head dwn to Marina Square for another performance.
(organized by Safra)

wifey & johnny came dwn to support too.
Dinner tog after that den home sweet home!

updates for bei's bday. :)


meetup with his 3brothers. =)
as usual, dinner at Newton. ha
ate quite alot.
crayfish, crereal prawn, sotong, bbq fish
crispy duck, carrot cake, rojak...
& lastly cake frm Sembawang Confectionery (frm bei's old hse)
yummmyyyy hehs!

&
pics of the 4 brothers before we end the day.

busssyyyy. anyway.
it's been 2 months since i started teaching.
managing still, i'll say.
it's not easy, lots to adapt & learn.
jiayou ber ber!

the kids are having their tests next week.
their results will show if they understood what i have taught dem.
*ihope it ll be a satisfying result*
i'mkeepingmyfinger close

till den..

=)

i pray that nai nai's tmr operation ll be smooth.

no flowertoday though, (idunnidonetoo!)
total damage~$700
(stationery_$25)(2 EVERLAST shirts_$85)
(my newspec & his newshades _$440)(dinnerat Gyu Kaku_$120)
**finallyfinally, igot myself anew spec =)
lovingit.**

noon:

went ahyat for lunchie wif bei, den took a bus
dwnto Chinatown to get my spec.
the boss was so nice, he managed to rush out my spec within like .. 20mins.
asIwon't be able to wear contact for the nxt oneweek.
cause myright eye was injured! :(
evening:
tookabus back to cityhall to mitwifey & Johnny.
(wifey baked stuffs for mi, so SWEET!) hee
Dinner at CHIJ , after which down to Suntec for an INDIAN MOVIE.
the show was okie, but i'm not used those Indian kinda movie,
maybe cox it's my1st Indian movie, that's y.
anyway, ihad fun.
(it's the company tat matters) :)

collage by bei for our 3rd anni! =)
muackx. happy 3rd anni dear.
plan for theday:
breunch den shopard for spec den ..
mit wifey & johnny for dinner :)
oh, & did i mention, i bought a pair of ring fr Poh Heng,
one for mi & the other for bei.
(the one that wifey & johnny had)
**but the ring looked rather weird on his hand,
guess it's tooooo thin for him** ha

sch been alright last week,
coping still. -.-
jiayou ber ber.

iwent to weight myself mins ago..
dropped by 3kg, only42kg now =(
iwon't wanna work towards my wifey's weight! ha

anyway.. stil rather stressful.
& y is my table alwx seems somessy!
had to tidyup everynow &then.
argh....
butnochoice, it's the pathi chose, so JIAYOU hehs! :)
jiayouberber!

alright, gottastop here, nid to do markings now~
..


ihope Mr.Ong'll recoversoon soon!
imean recover totally!

Been sleeping late for the past 2 days.

Fri: Stayed in Sch to complete some stuffs.
Waited for wifey and Johnny to fetch mi to prawn mee place to meet bei for makan.
After that, went over to bei's hse & start on WII! =)
played MONOPOLY GAME till 2am. Shagg...

Johnny was the ultimate winner la, a banker indeed! wahaha

poor wifey had to shake the wii control on johnny behalf all the time. ha =p
Sat: Woke up early for my dental, after which headed dwn to Nah Nah place.
To my sis: (..Ican tell that you're much much happier now.
& that is what I have alwx be hoping for!
aslong as u're happy, rem Ling & I ll alwx support ya decision..) :)
Den to Hark for bei's performance.
(Guo & Wendy came over to support too; how nice!)
Down to Toa Payoh for dinner & to Ang Mo Kio for movie.
Wedding Game.. i enjoyed it. so sweet!
Start my Lesson Plan thingy when back home, slept only at abt 3am yest.
& today, had to wake up early to pray.

hope all things will be smooth nextweek.
i'm missing Mr. Ong!

lotxx said i'm getting thinner & thinner!
sign of STRESS!!
..
24hr a day is simply not enough for me!
somuch to do, istill have pile of things yet to complete
ineed to plan for tmr remedial,
ineed to come up with tmr Mental Sums qns,
ineed to plan for tmr lesson
(tmr is sucha LONGDAY!)
ineed to think of what to do for PE
ineed to label the learning centre books,
ineed a checklist for the kids for those books,
ineed to clear thebooks & WS
(marking isn't fun anymore)
ineed to .. ..
..
worst of all,
inoe Mr.Ong won't be back so soon!
i felt solost, soinsecure, soalone.
&
ithink he'll only be back when i'm can stand onmy own.
ihope things ll be jux fine! =)

""" bei was saying iam a perfectionist.
not really actually, but i do have quite high expectations on myself.
guess that's y i'm so stress nowaday!
&i dun giveup easily unless .. """



jiayou BerBer!

had gastric today again. :(

it feels terrible to have to teach when u're unwell.

hopefully ll be fineby tmr!

gastric gastric, pls go away

..

stress level is quite high though.

copingcoping still !

..

jiayou ber ber!!!!!

had EPT today.
the oral exam was okie, but still, i'm not very confident.
the written paper was the killer, so hard ! superb STRESS when doingit.
dun think i can pass.
..
argh.. feeling real moody rightnow. :(
..
ohya, ihad a new piercing today.
sth that cheermiup alittle =)
ihopeihope
ihope Mr.Ong will recover soon!
he has been unwell for quite some time already.